It's a matter of the heart,
the doctor says,
and he can fix it
with catheter ablation.
"It works miracles," he says,
"in certain matters of the heart."
He's been a cardiologist for years.
"Take my word for it," he says.
"You'll be sedated. Won't feel a thing."
No excavation in my chest, either.
Instead, he'll make little holes
in my groin and snake tiny wires
to the surface of my heart
and kill the current that makes
my heart race like a hare
at times and mope
like a turtle other times.
He's never lost a patient.
"You'll be fine," he says.
"Trust me."
Nine out of 10 ablations work.
I'll save hundreds a month, he says,
on medications. No more Multaq.
No more Cardizem. And I'll never
have to wear a heart monitor again.
"Shall we give it a try?" he asks.
"I've got an opening
two weeks from Monday.
It's an outpatient procedure.
You'll go home the same day,
rest for a week and then resume
your usual activities, even bowling.
Do you like bowling? My nurses do.
I prefer woodcarving."
"Okay, Doc," I tell him.
"I'll give it a try, but tell me,
where were you 40 years ago
when the kids were small
and I was young, like a bull,
and a different matter of the heart
dropped me like a bullet.
Are you sure my heart's still ticking?
Where's your stethoscope?
I haven't felt a thing in years."
Donal Mahoney
donalmahoney@charter.net
Donal Mahoney lives in St. Louis, USA and has had poems published Ancient Heart Magazine and other publications in the United States, Europe, Asia and Africa.
Monday, 11 May 2015
Saturday, 9 May 2015
Blessed Blackbird
in all earnest honesty,
the blackbird flitters over my roof
it has built nests on the outskirts
of my chimney, bathing in plumes
of silken ash and clouds that long to taste the earth;
it mocks me with glinting eyes
with vast wings and hollow lungs,
the blackberd perches on cacti,
oblivious of the sting of the pricks,
the scorn of the thorns
in the presence of a storm,
it defies all social norm
and rests its weary head
on the lush bed of the purple-blooded
I stuck my arm out the window,
vulnerable and defenseless
in hardly any second,
I felt its harsh claws
plunge into my paltry skin
I remained a statue,
a human scarecrow
for the next five days.
Patricia P.
the blackbird flitters over my roof
it has built nests on the outskirts
of my chimney, bathing in plumes
of silken ash and clouds that long to taste the earth;
it mocks me with glinting eyes
with vast wings and hollow lungs,
the blackberd perches on cacti,
oblivious of the sting of the pricks,
the scorn of the thorns
in the presence of a storm,
it defies all social norm
and rests its weary head
on the lush bed of the purple-blooded
I stuck my arm out the window,
vulnerable and defenseless
in hardly any second,
I felt its harsh claws
plunge into my paltry skin
I remained a statue,
a human scarecrow
for the next five days.
Manila, Philippines
Monday, 20 April 2015
Viracocha
Viracocha
god of sun & storm
creator of all things
wearing a sun crown
thunderbolts for hands
tears streaming from black eyes
hoarding the substance
of universe & civilization
commanding sun to move across sky
offering an intimate measure of time
Ashley Parker Owens,
Richmond, KY, USA
parker.owens@gmail.com
god of sun & storm
creator of all things
wearing a sun crown
thunderbolts for hands
tears streaming from black eyes
hoarding the substance
of universe & civilization
commanding sun to move across sky
offering an intimate measure of time
Ashley Parker Owens,
Richmond, KY, USA
parker.owens@gmail.com
Friday, 3 April 2015
First Cut
The first cut is brutal
always deep with cold
blade tearing into timber
opening a pathway
for subtler strokes
slicing with sharpness,
carving strongly,
the base for intricate designs
on blocks gripped tightly
in the jaws of steel vices
The last cut is gentler
a loving after thought
adding a signature
to shaped and shaved fibres
decorating with care
completed artistry
the chisel held lightly
like a violin bow
in the closing movement
of a great concerto.
David Subacchi
Wrexham
Wales (UK)
david.subacchi@tiscali.co.uk
always deep with cold
blade tearing into timber
opening a pathway
for subtler strokes
slicing with sharpness,
carving strongly,
the base for intricate designs
on blocks gripped tightly
in the jaws of steel vices
The last cut is gentler
a loving after thought
adding a signature
to shaped and shaved fibres
decorating with care
completed artistry
the chisel held lightly
like a violin bow
in the closing movement
of a great concerto.
David Subacchi
Wrexham
Wales (UK)
david.subacchi@tiscali.co.uk
Monday, 30 March 2015
The Darkness Within
To wake with a dark blanket over my head is
a recurring event that I want to opt out of.
To breathe is such hard work now as it
seems like energy wasted on this empty body.
Yearning to taste life again, to savour
happiness, to drink in life and all it has to offer.
My eyelids open with hazel eyes inside that
see only black onyx life.
The blood still pumps through my veins but
the flow does not bring a rush of life but a stream of still.
Breathe in breathe out, that is the
continual work that my lungs keep doing.
My skin still feels to touch, my lips still
moist to kiss and my heart still has love.
Maybe the love will light this darkness and
show the way to life.
L. van der Draay
Sydney,
Australia
Friday, 20 February 2015
Answer Now
I was just a boy
but I remember Hitler
at the start
and how too few
understood his plan to
do away with Jews.
I’m a codger now
certain that too few
understand ISIS
so let the word go forth
for all with eyes to see
and ears to hear:
We have another genocide,
this one more inclusive.
We must answer now
or else Christians, Jews
and Muslims too will keep
dying in the sand.
Donal Mahoney
donalmahoney@charter.net
Donal Mahoney lives in St. Louis, USA and has had poems published Ancient Heart Magazine and other publications in the United States, Europe, Asia and Africa.
but I remember Hitler
at the start
and how too few
understood his plan to
do away with Jews.
I’m a codger now
certain that too few
understand ISIS
so let the word go forth
for all with eyes to see
and ears to hear:
We have another genocide,
this one more inclusive.
We must answer now
or else Christians, Jews
and Muslims too will keep
dying in the sand.
Donal Mahoney
donalmahoney@charter.net
Donal Mahoney lives in St. Louis, USA and has had poems published Ancient Heart Magazine and other publications in the United States, Europe, Asia and Africa.
Sunday, 1 February 2015
Ad Nauseam
In the mind of my eye, I see a world of sand on fire
water turned to stone with shopping carts embedded
in frozen suspension
s t r a i n e d pigeons
caught in them
a bloated corpse on a couch inside the rubble of a home
in front of a television set that houses syndicated lives
a man lives in a clock on the wall
chasing a cuckoo with a shotgun that BLASTS at the top
of every hour
a broken record on a turntable repeats intestinal strings
murdering crows perched above roofless beds
monitoring stale dreams
the sky falls
in
jagged
pieces
splintering earth while overgrown silverfish and earwigs run amok
engaging in gang battles with cockroaches.
Parker Weston
Mesa,
Arizona, US
facebook.com/artofparker
parkerwneely@gmail.com
water turned to stone with shopping carts embedded
in frozen suspension
s t r a i n e d pigeons
caught in them
a bloated corpse on a couch inside the rubble of a home
in front of a television set that houses syndicated lives
a man lives in a clock on the wall
chasing a cuckoo with a shotgun that BLASTS at the top
of every hour
a broken record on a turntable repeats intestinal strings
murdering crows perched above roofless beds
monitoring stale dreams
the sky falls
in
jagged
pieces
splintering earth while overgrown silverfish and earwigs run amok
engaging in gang battles with cockroaches.
Parker Weston
Mesa,
Arizona, US
facebook.com/artofparker
parkerwneely@gmail.com
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